Okay.

Now, I know.

I've been looking through the net, searching for blogs worth reading. It seems like everybody has a theme for theirs. They're either, going on trips to faraway countries, or writing about being mothers of miracle babies after being infertile for years. There are the fashion blogs, movie blogs, blogs that so many people seem to be getting famous for. It seems to me that there are more "famous" people in this world that not.

Haha. I guess I got to all of this reading blogging business after watching fucking "Julie & Julia"

Nobody Cares. I surely don't.

I didn't even realize it was almost the end of 2009.

I mean, I knew New Years was coming up, but not this quickly. You know? It's almost like an, in-yer-face heres the next 365 days for yah, quickly.

....

.........

...

.

Oh God.

I've run out of things to say now.

..

I'll be back.

Oh dude.

Merry Christmas a few days late.

It's been a while, hasnt it?

So, christmas came & went. I recently moved schools, it's really not at all that great. I just wait for everday to end, so the week can end, so the month will end, so the quarter will end, so the smemster will end and at last the school year will end.

That's really all I wait for at school. It's called Basic High School. Their mascot is the Wolves. Their colors are Blue. They make me nauseous.

I still get to see DeAngelo every weekend. Or try to see him. If my parents are feeling generous that day and realize how unhappy I am until I do see him.

Ha ha.

Ha.

My nose is stuffy. I have this cold and nasty, phlegmy, cough. I dno't want to hock a loogie 'cause it hurts to do so.

3 more days until the new year.

I kind of think that 2009 is the year I "grew" the most. Well, it's definitely been the year for firsts. I'm scared that next year is gonna be a year for a big 'ol first if you know what I mean.

You probably don't, I don't even know what I mean most of the time. Whatever.

That's all I got for you today.

I think I'm going to try to get in the habit of blogging more often.

TRY.

Best wishes,

Ina

*Grunt

Well, whatever.

Look who's back. Shit, actually, yeah.. A lot of shit has happened lately.

I don't really feel like getting into it.

I don't think I ever will here.

You'll just have to be the lucky person who finds my number on Mystery Google, and call me, and ask me about it.

Anyway. Here.

Instructions: "with as much creativity as you can muster, show your heart in: a picture, a poem, a song (or piece of music), a phrase (or quote), an item of clothing, a place, and (just for fun) a Disney princess. if you want to join in, tag 6 more blogs."

PICTURE

This is my heart in a picture. 'Cause you know, sometimes, I feel like it gives me wings. Then I think I've had too much and I crash a few hours later. Then I need more.

POEM

This used to hide and not believe.

This used to criticise and was always a cynic.

This used to laugh and think, "That shit can't achieve

anything."

I should bust a cap on yo ass and send you to a clinic.

'Cause I'm embarrassed to say that I've become like those other people that believe and set themselves up.

Yeah, I don't know. I just felt like writing crap right now.

SONG

PHRASE

"No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close. "

That is so opposite of how I feel. I would freaking swim in that pool of blood just to get the feel of it if I had to.

PIECE OF CLOTHING

They keep my hands warm. Thank you.

PLACE

It's just a future apartment somewhere on the East Coast. Mine is gonna look waaaaay better though. And dirtier.

DISNEY PRINCESS

Ariel. Look at that look of determination.

So there.

I'm moving schools soon.

From an Eldorado Sundevil to a Basic Wolf.

That's a pretty fucking shitty and difficult transition.

Merry Christmas,

ina

Disney + Twisted= Gooood.

These are amazing.

BY Jeffrey Thomas

You know, Pocahontas was always my favorite.

Happy Halloweeeeeen.

=)

Another confidante.

I Don't want to diiiiiiieee.

I remember watching that Angels & Demons movie.

Ewan Mcgregor was in it as the charlemange(?) and I half expected him to burst out in song.

"WE SHOULD BE LOVERS! AND THATS A FACT!"

Ohhh, my Lord.

'Tis my birthday tomorrow.

I'm 16.

-_-

1 more year 'till 17.

2 more years 'till freedom.

I have nothing else to say.

This is what I will be doing.

So school's started.

It's going swell.
I wish I could elaborate. I really wish I could.
But not now.
Here's a picture.

Oh $#!+!

I'm all up on my ukulele yo,
School has started.
I won't get slack with this blog this year.
I semi-promise.

http://z.about.com/d/musiced/1/7/z/7/ukulele.jpg

(^^,)v

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This blog has been ignored. This blog has been ignored.

I've been reading through me old stuff, and sooo much stuff has changed.

Crazy, crazy.

I don't like doing this anymore.

I mean, I want to, but I think the only reason I stuck to doing this was because I didn't really have anyone to talk to back then.

I mean, I had acquaintances but I didn't exactly have the greatest friends.

But hey, potato potato. Wait, that doesn't make a difference written. Ha!

I'll try to find things to write here without getting introuble from certain people.

There's always that other one I can whine in that peoplewont give a shit about.

Hmm.

I watched Fight Club for the first time the other day.

My goodness.

It was amazing.

now I have to have to get the book. I've been trying to get it for the past 2 months but someone always gets it before meeee. 

Everytime I go to the library, I zooooom into the P's and Fight Club is never ever there. 

So, instead I've the other Palahniuks, not all of them though.

I started with Invisible Monsters. Which is GREAT. 

This one is my favorite. I swear, I swear.

The, next was Haunted. That was pretty funny. That short story- Guts.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

And then I read Choke. I think I read that one too quickly. 

Yesterday I just finished reading Diary.

I really like Diary. I mean, it's great. 

Chuck Palahniuk, is great.

*sigh.

I'm done.

Peolpe around here grow up too fast.

The person sitting next to me. I'm uncomfortable. 

People going through puberty freak me out.

But who am I to talk?

I feel different.

Ina

Write to your future self.

Imagine you having a shit day a year from now and you cheer yourself up by opening an email you wrote for yourself today telling you how proud of yourself you are and to just keep your chin up.
Does that make sense?
Well, I found this really cool website that lets you do that.
I'm not usually the patient kind of person but I know after a few weeks of wishing I got my email NOW instead of next year so I can remember what I wrote I'll probably forget about it and surprise myself.
So, do it.
Write a mushy letter to you.
Or to someone else.
http://www.futureme.org/




Mucho amo,
Ina

More fish

Since you enjoyed them so much.

=P

I know there are fish on this page.

You don't fucking think I know that?

Sheezus.

I don't know, I was bored.

Macy look!

I found this really really really random as editing website that's really, randomly AWESOME.
You can make those moving picture things on it too. GIF's right?
Chyea, I got my lingo down.
Like, LOL.
Takes a while to get used to though.
All those moving giraffes, and falling hearts can cause seizures... Or so I heard.









Ahh shit.
The moving ones wont show.
Piece of crap. Oh well, you could very well see my bra in them anyhow.
SILVER LINING.


The End.
I'm not getting fat this summer.
No, no no no no.
I refuse.

Oy vey, it's summer.

School is over. Which means 3 months of doing absolutely nothing.

That's 13 weeks, or 91 days, I think.

I'll be at home, watching Zac, doing 

chores, trying to keep to myself, trying to do stuff for myself instead of for the family all the time, taking walks around the neighbourhood, and wishing I were dead.

That's what I'll be doing, I think...

I would like to do a couple of things though. That's if, my parents ever get over themselves and give me just a little bit of freedom.

I would really like to go to the cinemas with some friends. I just overall want to go to the movies with someone who I don't live with. So that I can actually have fun, instead of just making small talk all the time. Isn't it normal for someone my age to be able to watch a hyped up summer film with some buddies?

I would love to just hang out at the park. By myself, or maybe with one other person. Just the minimum number of people there. I would take my camera, a Palahniuk, my mp3 and just CHILL.

Of course, I'm being totally unrealistic when it comes to the park scenery. I'm in Las Vegas. Their parks are nothing like the one in that photo. We don't have lovely green grass, and if we do, chances are its plastic, fake, and itchy. Our parks are probably something like this.

Hehehe. Just kidding. I think our parks are quite decent, with a crapload of people with soccer balls. O_o

LMAO.

I want to go camping! And put my hair into little pigtails and wear shorts and chucks and a tank top. I want to whine about not wanting to be there and have trouble putting up the tent and have a campfire and make smores. Then I'll whip out my ukulele and urge everybody to start singing Kumbayah.

Oh my friggin' lord. Someone shoot me.

I want to go get my driver's permit. I'll probably be able to. My papa said he'd take me to get my permit. So yeah, of course, I want to take a spontaneous drive to Utah or something by myself. God knows I need to take a breather. I need a freaking hiatus. Go incognito for a few days in Utah.

That'd be freaking sweet.

Oh hey, did I ever tell you what I wanted for my first car?

A vintage VW Beetle is what I want. Preferably green, because it's my favorite colour. I don't know, I'm a freak like that. But seriously, don't tell me that you can't see me in a green bug eating some a chicken leg or something. 

Don't you lie to me.

Well, yeah, I think I'm pretty much done.

I'll tell you if I come up with anymore far fetched ideas for summer that I will probably never do. Fucking Asians.

Take care of yourself,

ina

Super duper!

My alarm clock spazzed out on me this morning. It woke me up at 4:45 thinking it was 5:45.

So, my mama had to drive me to school. When we got there I noticed it was practically a ghost town.

O_o

So, I looked at the clock on the car, and it said 5:44. Then I said to my mama, "Why does it say 5:44?"

She shrugged, and looked at me, while I looked like a rabbit being told to be celibate. I shrugged back and went on looking for the GPS, to check the time on there.

That said 5:44 too. So I was like, "Uh, my alarm clock woke me up early. UUuuuuuuuugh"

She smacked me upside the head playfully with a newspaper.

>__<

d'oh.

Now, it's 6:09.

I just finished taking a picture for Macy's little picture project thing.

That's gonna be interesting. Hehehehehehe. 

So, yes, I'm going to Eldorado next year. I wrote my mama this lovely letter asking her to talk to my counselor so I could stay. She went after school and signed a zone variance for me. WHOooooo.

So, yay. I get to stay with the Track Team next year, and yeah.

Poo. I have to go get ready for school again.

-_-

Oh Gute!!

Have a great day today everybody!

Onesentence.org

This website is great.

We had some fuuun.

The track team had their second banquet yesterday, and we went bowling at Texas Station.
It was quite some fun.
Then today Coach took us to this itty bitty track meet at UNLV.
It was quite amusing.
There were old people running events with us. One saw me taking pictures of them with my camera, and offered to buy my pictures. I was like, oh, uhmm. okay.
But not really.
>__<
They were cute old men though.



Here are some pictures to prove it.
=P
Oh and I hate how the pictures go from the most recently uploaded to the oldest(ish).
















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Done and done.
Sorry for the lack of descriptions.
I didnt know what to put.
>_<
Have a great day everybody.

With a week left of school, =(
ina