I won't hesitate either. He just needs to chill out and be reasonable, but he never fucking is.
A list of whatever you want it to be:
* Hanging out with friends
* Going to any kind of social/school/life functions except church
* Dating
*Smoking
*Alcohol
* Sex
* Drugs
* Rock 'n Roll
Four of them are no-brainers
I was brought up a good kid. I wouldn't. Not right now, If not ever, no.
But are you for fucking real about everything else. You could rule out the 3rd one fine, I don't need that till I'm what 30 right? But please, make me normal and let me socialize. I don't ask because if I do you'll start spazzing out about me always wanting whatever, even though I rarely do because you'll start spazzing out and it'll just be an endless cycle. And then you make me feel all guilty for not being the good girl you want me to be, doing my homework, looking after my brothers and washing the fucking dishes. You don't realize this is all about fucking you? What, am I just supposed to forget when you'd be gone 5 days at a time playing pool, drinking and I don't even want to know what else, with your stupid friends back when I was smaller? Am I not supposed to care when every time we go back to the Philippines for a vacation that you'd be gone for a whole night, be back for an hour to take a shower, and leave again to play mother fucking Mahjong? If that's what you think then Fuck you. I understand that you don't want me or my brothers to do whatever you did, but honest to God I am smart enough not to do stupid stuff. Hey, News Flash. I'm not retarded, nor am I irresponsible or idiotic or anything in the thesaurus that comes under the word Ignorant. Fucking trust me. We've had a "talk" multiple times already about trust haven't we? Yeah, but my point just never comes across to you, because you are so fucking selfish and thick-headed I don't even bother anymore. Hello. Yeah, Hi. I have a voice, I can speak for myself. All I want you to do is to fucking listen.
Do you get it?
If not, buy that shotgun
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