Well, whoa.
Everything turned to shit in less than an hour after that last post.
A whole 360.
I told you that we had to stay after school for study hall.
I'm positive I told you, but like always, you made everything my fault. Like fucking always.
Sure, I should have maybe broken it down to you and explained it to you better.
Sure I should have checked the switchboard when they announced for a "Katrina" over the speakers.
Yeah, I'm sorry I didnt do that.
I'm also sorry that I had assumptions that you wouldn't be picking me up after I told you that I had to stay after school.
I'm also sorry I wasted your time, your anger, your worry, and I'm sorry I wasted your gasoline.
Yes, I'm sure papas going to be pissed when you tell him.
I guess I do need to change my attitude after joining the soccer team, and I guess I do need to change my attitude after getting these contact lenses.
Because after all getting contact lenses can cause intense attitude changes, and so does joining a school sport.
Yeah, I guess that you can't buy Zac his milk now after spending so much time looking for me, and I guess I do need to stop being selfish and make my family happy instead of thinking about myself all the time.
Because, after all, not asking to go out and about to frolick with my friends is not good enough for you, I understand that.
Not whining about more minutes for my non-existant cellphone isnt good enough for you.
Staying at home all day and looking after my baby brother, changing his diapers, washing his face, feeding him and wiping his snot isnt doing enough.
Having a dirty room all the time is a bad habit that I must change, because you never know, any day now Piolo Pascuals going to walk into my room and be shocked by the mess of it and I will disgrace the family.
Getting all A's and a B for my first quarter report card isn't good enough. I must change that B.
Joining a sport at school to have time for myself and to try something new is definitely a bad thing.
I guess I'm just a selfish bitch-of-a-daughter who only thinks about herself all the time.
I really do need to change that.
Know what?
forget you.
ina
