That innocent little face you see, posing her aunties tutoring flyer's, she is sitting here, confused because all these things are going on around her, and all these feelings are stirring up inside her, and all she can do is smile, like she does in the picture, whether she means it or not.
I don't know if I've posted this pic before, but its pretty funny-funny so I'll just go ahead and post it again.
So, lets talk, about. Uhh. Idk. Let's mention the 11th letter of the alphabet why don't we.
(ha! I bet you actually counted out on your fingers didn't you?)
Well, if you're smart enough, or if you happen to be some kind of maad physcic ( is that how you spell it?) then you might have figured out that there really is no 11th letter anymore.
Well, there is, there always will be an 11th letter of the alphabet but..
We aren't being technical! Stop trying to confuse me, god dammit!
Any whooo.
I decided that I didn't like him, any more. Pretty much everybody judged me, at first, I suppose they hated me, thought I was a heart breaker, thought I was some sort of bitch, but they pretty much got over it, hopefully.
I think we're still friends though. I think, we should be, 'cause we are, but I don't really feel it. I still think he.. I don't know, I think he's just saying we'll be friends, 'cause I feel he's trying to get comfortable with me, but at the same time, trying to ignore me.
Eh, whatever.
I have someone else now.
....
Wait, what?!
Katrina Tirol Clavano you do not!!
...No, of course not. I was just kidding.
Freaking CHILL man.
-_-
But, suppose I did.
Suppose I had one just for fun. Suppose, he waaas, lets say half black and half Mexican. Lets say hes funny, and does everything and says everything you would expect some typical guy to do but I cant help but feel as if I wont get hurt when something happens because I'm expecting it.
Or lets say, I shouldn't be surprised.
I know its horrible. But lets just say that everything he says, I want to believe, but really, I'm trying not to because I don't want to let down my guard and feel something more than infatuation and get hurt hurt hurt. Although if I do, like I said, I wont be as hurt because I would've expected it.
But right now, I'm just happy with him, lets say. I'm happy, and bouncing off of walls like they're sideways trampolines. Right now, I'm letting my guard down just a little bit.
Lets suppose that was happening right now.
What would you say?
....
I don't know, just something that crossed my mind.
...
Not that its true. I just want to mess with the parents when they read this.
lmao.
CHILL.
Uhh. Oh yeah, I have this problem. They are building this big 'ol new high school not far from where I live.
And next year, I am zoned to go there, but I don't want to.
It's called Sunrise Mountain, their colours are going to be Purple & Gold, their mascot is a Miner.
The Sunrise Mountain Miners. If I go, I'm going to be a miner.
I don't want to be no freaking miner.
Sure, the school is beautiful, like, no lie, it looks amazing. It's on top of Sunrise Mountain (of course, their originality for a name is just woah!) and it has an amazing view.
Their fields are SEXY. Their Track, is perfection, I mean, I could go ahead and have babies with that track no problem.
The building is oh my goodness.. THEY HAVE WINDOWS!
I mean, they have windows, and storeys and its just so PERFECT.
The school is amazing, and its big.
You would wonder, why Ina why don't you just go there next year then? Wont it be fun?!
NO. It wouldnt be fun you silly goose!
The Track Coach there is gonna be Teague.
The Asian monster from the underworld who yells profanities at you and makes you curl up into a little ball and cry into a corner.
ha.
not really, but when you meet her, you're gonna want to buy a shotgun, and plenty of ammo.
Bang! Bang! Bang!
Die Coach Teague! DIE!
hehehe.
But yeah, I'm trying everything, and absolutely everything to stay at Eldorado. If worst comes to worst though and I cant seem to find anyway of staying there, I'm just going to borrow someones address who lives near the school.
Ohh.
I don't want to go to Sunrise.
I've just gotten so used to Eldorado and I've made so many friends and it would all just go to such a waste if I leave.
Merde!
Oh my goodness.
You know what I just realized? What just struck me?
FRIGGIN' STATE IS TOMORROW.
PISS!
Oh, I'm nervous, we qualified for the 4 x200 m relay.
Ugh, we're gonna get smashed.
But hey, we're pretty much the first that's qualified for state in that event for Eldorado in like YEARS.
So, I feel badass no matter what happens.
Kaching!
I'm done you guys.
Doing this made my shoulder hurt. Oy vey.
Wish us luck, I want that State ring.
Here's Bjork being cute, 'cause you deserve it.
^_^
(ha! I bet you actually counted out on your fingers didn't you?)
Well, if you're smart enough, or if you happen to be some kind of maad physcic ( is that how you spell it?) then you might have figured out that there really is no 11th letter anymore.
Well, there is, there always will be an 11th letter of the alphabet but..
We aren't being technical! Stop trying to confuse me, god dammit!
Any whooo.
I decided that I didn't like him, any more. Pretty much everybody judged me, at first, I suppose they hated me, thought I was a heart breaker, thought I was some sort of bitch, but they pretty much got over it, hopefully.
I think we're still friends though. I think, we should be, 'cause we are, but I don't really feel it. I still think he.. I don't know, I think he's just saying we'll be friends, 'cause I feel he's trying to get comfortable with me, but at the same time, trying to ignore me.
Eh, whatever.
I have someone else now.
....
Wait, what?!
Katrina Tirol Clavano you do not!!
...No, of course not. I was just kidding.
Freaking CHILL man.
-_-
But, suppose I did.
Suppose I had one just for fun. Suppose, he waaas, lets say half black and half Mexican. Lets say hes funny, and does everything and says everything you would expect some typical guy to do but I cant help but feel as if I wont get hurt when something happens because I'm expecting it.
Or lets say, I shouldn't be surprised.
I know its horrible. But lets just say that everything he says, I want to believe, but really, I'm trying not to because I don't want to let down my guard and feel something more than infatuation and get hurt hurt hurt. Although if I do, like I said, I wont be as hurt because I would've expected it.
But right now, I'm just happy with him, lets say. I'm happy, and bouncing off of walls like they're sideways trampolines. Right now, I'm letting my guard down just a little bit.
Lets suppose that was happening right now.
What would you say?
....
I don't know, just something that crossed my mind.
...
Not that its true. I just want to mess with the parents when they read this.
lmao.
CHILL.
Uhh. Oh yeah, I have this problem. They are building this big 'ol new high school not far from where I live.
And next year, I am zoned to go there, but I don't want to.
It's called Sunrise Mountain, their colours are going to be Purple & Gold, their mascot is a Miner.
The Sunrise Mountain Miners. If I go, I'm going to be a miner.
I don't want to be no freaking miner.
Sure, the school is beautiful, like, no lie, it looks amazing. It's on top of Sunrise Mountain (of course, their originality for a name is just woah!) and it has an amazing view.
Their fields are SEXY. Their Track, is perfection, I mean, I could go ahead and have babies with that track no problem.
The building is oh my goodness.. THEY HAVE WINDOWS!
I mean, they have windows, and storeys and its just so PERFECT.
The school is amazing, and its big.
You would wonder, why Ina why don't you just go there next year then? Wont it be fun?!
NO. It wouldnt be fun you silly goose!
The Track Coach there is gonna be Teague.
The Asian monster from the underworld who yells profanities at you and makes you curl up into a little ball and cry into a corner.
ha.
not really, but when you meet her, you're gonna want to buy a shotgun, and plenty of ammo.
Bang! Bang! Bang!
Die Coach Teague! DIE!
hehehe.
But yeah, I'm trying everything, and absolutely everything to stay at Eldorado. If worst comes to worst though and I cant seem to find anyway of staying there, I'm just going to borrow someones address who lives near the school.
Ohh.
I don't want to go to Sunrise.
I've just gotten so used to Eldorado and I've made so many friends and it would all just go to such a waste if I leave.
Merde!
Oh my goodness.
You know what I just realized? What just struck me?
FRIGGIN' STATE IS TOMORROW.
PISS!
Oh, I'm nervous, we qualified for the 4 x200 m relay.
Ugh, we're gonna get smashed.
But hey, we're pretty much the first that's qualified for state in that event for Eldorado in like YEARS.
So, I feel badass no matter what happens.
Kaching!
I'm done you guys.
Doing this made my shoulder hurt. Oy vey.
Wish us luck, I want that State ring.
Here's Bjork being cute, 'cause you deserve it.
^_^
I adore you.
I semi-love you.
ina