Well, crap. I hurt my papa I'm thinking. Because today he was all quiet and didnt even throw me a direct comment.
Except "put the groceries away". Yeah, no. He barked that at me.
Well, yes, he started reading this blog again. I dont really care. I thought this blog would show them, how shit he makes me feel sometimes if he ever read it.
But never mind. I quit.
He can just keep reading this however he likes. I dont really care anymore.
A real douche he was being today though. I mean, goodness. Asking me about K as if I was some cheap hooker. Jeez, what a douche.
I'm on omegle right now. Its fantastic. The first thing I type in every conversation is "Jesus loves you".
Copy, paste. Jesus loves you. Copy, paste. Jesus loves you. Copy, paste. Jesus loves you.
Around 13 people disconnected. Shows you just how nihilistic people are these days.
I was amused by it all actually. I just laughed and laughed every time someone disconnected.
RUDE.
So, Ill tell you fellas about my friend. He told me he liked me not too long ago. But he realized that he had to get his mind focused and that he had to stop liking me. He asked me to help him get over me.
If that makes any sense..
So, now we are buddies. Im glad we're buddies. So so glad. But then he told me that he had a nightmare about me the other day. and I was like "Ah! really? x) What? did I bite your leg or something?"
and he says " No. I lost you"
and I say "How do you mean? Like, in a crowd or something? LOL"
and he doesnt answer me. And I have to go back to practice. So I tell him to hop on Myspace later.
and this is what he wrote me
dis how it went down...
so it waz me, u, nd ----- at lyk a park or somethin!
but yea, it waz hella late nd ----- pulls u 2 da side nd yall kinda walk away from me. so yall is sittin down nd he's lyk talkin 2 u nd all of a sudden u get real happy nd tackle him
nd mount him. not lyk dat, but u kno ur jus lyk on him.
so anyways its a dream so even tho ur lyk 100yds away i can hear wat ya'll talkin bout.
so he's lyk askin all deez questions lyk lets move outta town, hav my baby, lets get married etc.....
den finally he says i luv u....
den der waz a complete silence nd time slowed down...
nd u answered back i luv u 2.....
nd dats where i woke up..
so i didnt physically lose u, lyk omg where is ina!
i lost U!
And I was just all convincing him that he would never lose me as a friend and that Ive never known love, blah blah it was just a dream, but that dream Ina is a total bitch.
Turned out all right though.
Im glad he's my friend.
hmm. What else to talk about.
Ehrm.
Oh yeah, you tards forgot to remind me about my shoutout vid.
haha
goodness.
DeAngelo was nice enough to help me out.
Feel special. ^_^
Gahhh Im done.
Its 3 am.
I should be asleep.
Oh well, Im not going to practice tomorrow anywaay.
Goodnight.
=)
ina
