Dear Eden 2,

So I left off to my auntie finding us canoodling in the corner right? Well, after she drove off, I just stepped away from him and started crying. If someone with a camera it would so have gotten about a million hits on tumblr. I was wearing a tank top and a very very long skirt and it was a windy day. My face was in my hands and I just know that D was standing there, feeling helpless. I could feel him, you know? Then I just looked at him and told him that I loved him and started walking back to my aunties house. When I got to the house, my cousin was there with the widest eyes and the most honest look of concern I've ever seen. She told me she tried to call D's cellphone when she saw my auntie coming out of the garage, but she didn't know his number. I just told her it's okay and my auntie told me to come upstairs to talk to her. Basically, she told me that she understood the whole boyfriend thing. She wouldn't tell my parents, but I had to break it off. I lied to her and said okay. I lied to her and I told her "He's not going to the same school as me next year anyway." She believed me, and told me that she's doing this for my own good. That's what they all fucking say though.

My baby brother just woke up and climbed in my bed. It's 1 am. I'll finish this later.