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I don't like to delete things or forget them. Even if it might be something I'd be better off forgetting I think I always tend to think it'd be better if I tried to hold on to it and if the time came I'd squeeze something out of it that I can make use of. I've kept a journal since I was 10 years old and I might still have it sitting around somewhere. It's a little funny and embarrassing to see how I used to think of things but it helps me see a little where my way of thinking comes from. I feel like I need to be reminded that I'm fine and I'm normal and it's okay not to have stuff figured out every now and then and it helps a lot if those reminders are coming from me.