Sunday, March 24, 2013

I am very happy.

I am very happy with myself, though I may not show it. I love every pinch of my body, I love my face. I love my personality, and the honesty of my thoughts. I am one of a kind. I am very happy with myself, though I may not feel it.
I am happy with my friends, even if I feel I'm not as high of a priority to them as they are to me. But not every friendship has to be like that. No friendship has to be like that. I want to make them happy. I love my friends.
I am very happy with my family, even though I don't tell them nearly enough. I love my mother, she is an amazing woman. I love my father, he is a genuine man. I love my brothers, they both make me laugh. I am very happy to be in this family, I should project it more often.
I am very happy with ny relationship. The word "very" feeling well overised now. I love my significant other. I don't feel like he should be with me. I don't feel like he should care about me. I feel I'd rather be alone than having someone I love slowly realizing he does not need to be in this. I feel I will become a regret somedsy, but I love him all the same. I am very happy to be with him, I am desperate for him to be happy with me. The word that means something between lucky and grateful and appreciative and blessed and happy would be the word I would use. I feel more than the meaning of those words toward this relationship.
I am happy I am lucky I am happy I am blessed I am happy I am happy.